rock on.

tml is charlie chalet.
guys haf to go shopping tml
so meeting time is 10am je mrt control
repeat: charlie chalet is 27-29
dun go wrong date
will slap u personally.

im broke
i hate being broke.

todayy went to play lan wif charlie guys.
LOL.
i screwed up my hero big time
zzz
den sum funny things happened
bingyang(tiny) chased me(a half lifed lich) around the trees five rounds until he gave up and ran away LOL
im so pro at tis type of crap
i used a chicken
gave it a soul booster, dagon and BOT
made it follow xw all over the map
he tried to kill it but failed miserably LOL
i ksed 2 creeps from him
shiok
then i kouped xhui's power threads and made him wail LOL
i love tat chicken
it can teleport and blast creeps into oblivion wif tat dagon
and bing yang tried to kill it and failed horribly
he was a tiny and the chicken had 425 hp
tsk.
i dunno why ppl play dota so competitively larh
playing tis type of crap is so much fun lol
anyhow play lar
dun kaopei when kana pawned larh
more fun larh
dun becos of a stupid game then start hating ppl larh
wth
conclusion dota sux
k i dunno wat i talking

anyway
charlie chalet is on MONDAY ppls
27-29
not 28-30
so dun cock up and go wrong date
i'll slap u personally

hey dun kick up a fuss over suanning me
u wan to suan me den suan me larh
no big deal
the most i break ur neck in a fit of anger onli LOL
but other than tat i dun care
stop arguing abt it ppl

jus came back from church camp
tired like @#$%
wake up early morning go shooting
can die one larh
my camp there the place aloha changi so dam ulu
i spent 10 mins talking to the stupid taxi booking guy
explaining where i was
walaos

shooting
lols
tired lah dun expect me tell long story
guys shot 17 17 18 14
girls ... forgot
but guys got like 7th in west dist?
girls got 2nd
so lao kui rites
nvm dun wan waste time explaining
at firs tot we got 4th
sir ask us stay back
den wait long long
sumone shot better than us
we got kicked out
buay song go home
their system so sucks man
anw tis is last time i holding a god damned live rifle liao
cool

xhui is a pangsehing idiot
or pangsai-ing idiot?
lol

sooo tired
damned
still wearing no.4
k time to
get
changed
and...
zzzzz

wtf lah u all
i no hp u all suan
i got hp u all suan
my everything oso kana suan
i live to get suanned?
fine.
mayb im jus too nice?
i dun retaliate?
i b nice tis is wat i get?
trying to send me a msg?
doesnt pay to b nice mayb?
nvm.

seh today had another activity
7 ppl came
waddehell
win lah
den halfway rendy lee came over and caught me
mr csm was doing hw in ncc room and got away wif it
r.lee: 'today got activity why r we nt informmed?'
me :
r.lee: 'u naughty ah u'
and he punches the hollow of my shoulder
he did tat the other day on the day of my nz interview
dno why he likes to do tat
mayb he wants to punch away my hollow of my shoulder so i cant shoot on 22-23 LOL
kk tat was crap
heng is not mr ong lei
or else i'll hav died long time ago liaoo
i tink nxt time i better tell aloy
budden onli 7 ppl come wats the pt
haish

part c guys went to play lan at queensway today
i din bring money
sat thr wif them for 4 hours
lol.
the onli time i played was whn bingyang ask me to take over
then xhui tot BY was still playing
xhui: 'OI i see the FARMER!'
me: 'knn call me farmer'
and i chased and killed him
me: 'tats for calling me a farmer'
then he found out it was me playing
LOL
i suck at dota now
so long nvr play plus lose interest
sumone pls gif me a game to fall in love wif agn pls

aaaand i forgot to tell the guys abt snrs chalet
screwed we seriously r
walaos
we haf to plan seniors chalet leh!
everybody pay $20 nxt act pls
nxt act is nxt friday btw
yah so EXP cos we haf to foot for snrs
or sumone can b ncie enuff to go ask frm dem
den alan will hopefully book chalet
sumwhr in DEC
kaoz
expensive larh
but bobian lah guys
AND we haf to do SHOPPING for OUR part C chalet
nid $$ too
everybody get ready to b utterly humiliated as we stoop ard shopping centres carrying big plastic bags.
LOL

riiight.
i sumhow managed to screw up my 24 hr clock
i tot 10pm was 2000hrs
WTF
8pm is 2000hrs, btw, for the benefit of those who cant read 24hr clocks.
to tink im the timer.
frm ncc.
yeah and tats y i was late tis morning mr csm
din come at 700hrs did i?
overslept.
then woke up
and tot 'eh why 425hrs the sky so bright one arh?'
walk outside look at hse clock
'WTF'
'shit'
'$!@#$@"

anw i had ncc activity today
oops i meant 'training'.
yeah it rawked
felt like i did smth to push ncc back on track
no more slacking ard
first HIONG pt in like....6 months?
lols
first time the juniors were so shag and dirty at the end of it all in a looong time.
although i still saw them playing soccer aft act.
hm. k lor means pt nt hiong enuff
taken into consideration ppl.
i pumped over 250 i tink
means ard 100 plus for juniors
cool. though still quite slack
budden they dying liao cannot push so much
hahahh. i broke the stupid restriction.
feels good to haf a PROPER ncc activity
good for the cadets too.
feels good to haf finally pushed them to their limit
like we were pushed to our limit every act.
yeah and first time so many part Cs went jec tgtr in a long time.
conclusion.
we nid more of these unofficial acts.
restrictions suck.
lol still got tis coming friday
yeah.

i went pulau ubin todayy!
to cycle
i like cycling
i like cycling FAST.
i like the feeling of the wind tearing at my face, blowing my at my hair
i like whooshing down steep slopes and zipping past slow moving ppl
but i hate ppl hu cycle bikes slowly
block my way onli
cannot make use of slope fully
i like biking too
oops im nt of age
but i've rided a motorbike b4
hahah.
i tink i'll grow up to b sum speed biker or smth
no wonder i get so many injuries frm falling down my bike
hahah but i din fall down today
coolness.
mayb i'll get a licsence at 16
den i'll ride a motorbike to my JC
and everywhr else
k im tinking too much
whn den can get liscence in sg arh??
i wanna ride.

NCC UNOFFICIAL TRAINING NXT WEEK
NOT COMPULSORY
tuesday 730 fall in
friday 730 fall in
Attire : Pt kit and no.4
no parental consent required
entirely voluntary

Acsm
Rv Ncc
Lim Zhi Ler

yeah
nz interview over.
gd.
i tink i screwed it.
no gd.

im constantly bored.
sian.

my dad's a big shouter kpkb nonstop
keep saying my attitude gt problem
saying i dun listen to him
but hu wans to listen to him
dun let me use msn
dun let me talk on phone after 10pm
hav to pay for hp myself
cant use com after until 12pm? wtf.
whr am i living?
prison ah.
no wonder i love to go out so much
dun blame me if i one day i dun go home dad.

holidays gt hw ahh
sian leh
i forgot for a moment thr tat thr was hw
nvm dec last 2 weeks den do.
HECK.

sht sht.
eh Part D chalet we haf to plan
guys. quick. nid help.
die liao.

argh.
tmr got NZ interview.
means i hav to prepare no.4 everything
die liao dunno wat to sae.
sekali i panic tmr.
yah like its gg to happen.
anw for those of u hu dunno
ncc hq interviews r liddat:
1. u wait outside and overhear the tua tao discussing abt impt stuff
2. u see and size up ur..ahem...fellow interviewees
3. den u go inside the conference room shaking all over
4. sit in tat comfy chair. still shaking.
5. look at ur interviewers and get big shock as u see 8 big ranking ppl hu look like they can gif hell.
6. u get bombarded wif qns tat r rly stupid and do not require answering
7. but u still answer anyway
8. and most answers r hypocritic or smth.
9. u hear other ppl frm other schs ranting on and on and on
10. and on and on.
11. u open ur mouth and lots of crap which u hadn't plan on saeing comes out.
12. end of interview.
13. walk out.
14. go home.

whn going home u start tinking
'damned i screwed my interview'
but in the end you'll probably get in or smth
tats how funny the way things work
hahahahh.
anw i tink my interview's gg to get screwed tmr
damned.
as in rly screwed. nt saeing screwed so tat i'll get in.
uhh. nvm.

kaoz now i haf to go prepare uniform
wax collar and everything
i like no.4
makes ppl look gd in it
if he/she noes how to wear it
i tink its the smartest coolest uniform.
if u noe how to wear it.
and the uniform tat requires most work
wax here
sew there
cut here
fold thr
iron here
button here
unbutton thr
hook here
poke thr
yah u get wat i mean
but its a cool uniform
dam cool. heh.
did i mention its fireproof? lol.

today went running wif ks
run frm boon lay to je
sian lah din feel like i exerted myself enuff
after tat go jec
see alot of seniors
we bought a coke large
which disappeared jus liddat in a few moments
din feel like i drank anyth
aft tat we talked abt ncc and our restrictions
and im resolved
to hell wif the restrictions
look out for unofficial activities nxt week ppl=)
hiongness.

sian.
today go sch in morning pass up consent form to r.lee den go home liao
seh wad a waste of time
firs time i go sch den go home straight
cos sumone wanna watch tv mah rite.
lol. nvm.

my dad said i cld get a hp.
sumhow my reaction wasnt jump wif joy
budden i dun ever jump wif joy anywae
yah so im getting my hp
soon. i hope.
catch is i haf to pay everything myself
including subscription or prepaid
i tink prepaid
means i wunt b eating in sch anymore
cool. can lose weight larh nt bad.
heh.

4.52pm now
being bored out of my wits
parents wan me to read
like a fuck
read

damned. i gt caught for playing computer. aGAIN.
shyte. blame tat mugger koh for making me play dota wif him.
ok larh so i din hear my dad come home.
fine so he learnt stealth and i failed in detection.
argh. i haf to stop making him angry or else im nvr getting my hp.
siannnn. wats wrong wif playing com once in a while?

nabei i wan ncc activities....
no ncc activities veh sian larh
pls larh mr lee and mr ong
i wan ncc...
no ncc oso cannot collect consent forms properly lah
collect in bits and pieces
chuck inside pidgeon hole
make our lives difficult oso go bac sch pointlessly
den most pissing ting is mus wear sch uniform
hu wans to wear sch uniform lah pls
ugly like shit
ok so its nt tat ugly since im wearing it =X
i dowanna go bac sch 2 times in a row for nth la
dowan make jnrs do tat oso
see no activities dam inconvenient
den sumore the juniors standard drop how
how u tell me.
how.

i just went and saw jun quan's blog.
one hell of a ncc blog lol
anw i saw a particular post
and i am forcefully reminded of how DIFFERENT ncc is now and b4.
they slipped into silver in 2003.
pulled bac in 2004
slipped in silver agn in 2006.
THIS CANNOT HAPPEN
our standards cannot drop.
our PT cannot slacken.
our discipline cannot go down.

PT used to be 200 pumpings, 200 jumping jacks, 15 chinups, 2.4 km blahx.
NOW?! we specs succumb to the complaints of juniors
our PT is incredibly slack.
the juniors r not evn tired out!
r we too close to them?
time to distance. time to be cold and hard. no more succumbing.
time to buck up our training.
nowadays
i see our specialists joking wif the juniors in DRILL
see them playing pranks and fooling around
wat happened to the thrashing and whacking and shouting?
wat happened to the fierceness and the fear tat r associated wif specialists?
wat happened to OUR discipline, nt say the discipline of OUR cadets?
wat happened to the days when cadets trained till the could squeeze their shirts and sweat would flow?
wat happened to the days where we trained till out muscles could no longer function properly?
wat happened to continuous whacking and unreasonable punishments?
no more pumping in hot sun
no more seasoning our palms till they r rough
no more pain and sweat and shouting till our voices break
no more of the feeling tat after an ncc activity one has jus been through A LOT
most importantly
wat happened to our unity?

i rmb the days whn our activities were fast paced
whr specialists wasted no time arguing
whr after horrendous PT we changed
whr after changing we were whacked
we nvr knew if we were early
as we were alwaes whacked
now?
Juniors get away wif being whacked after changing.
no
cannot
not allowed

i rmb whn changing parades whr frequent
whn we wld plow through ppl to get to the toilets
stripping on the way
jus to race time
to get back changed in time
whr did tat go?

I rmb whn we were made to shout so much during activities
whn drills were never ending
whn we could DIE of drilling
as PT had alr drained us
whn we were whacked 20 for eyeball rolling
whn we were whacked 50 for dragging
whn we went down and recovered so many times our vision blurrs
whn after each drill session sumone wld report sick or black out
whn each water break was heaven to us
BUT IN THE END WE WLD FEEL HAPPY AND ACCOMPLISED
as though we had done alot and were proud of that
relieved. as well
tats most impt
i dun see tis in our activities anymore
where r our pumping parades
where we were greatly motivated?
no more
no more...

frm jun quan's blog
their specialist gave them an activity pumping quota of 1000
knn. wads out quota today? 50!!??
their seniors had bulging muscles and sexy legs
none of them were FAT
now i wonder why we shoot so badly
i tink i haf the answer
our PHYSICAL SUX.
period.
look at us specs
no one wif a body to b proud of
dun talk abt jnrs yet
bt this does nt come wif hiong activities
it comes wif personal training
if i ask now hu still trains
i dare sae many will ans no
wad's happening to our attitude? our passion?
if we specialists do not buck up
how do we buck up our jnrs?

wat i'd like to complain abt
is tat we specs argue too much
why dunt u guys b abit more on
and try to agree more wif the person hu gives the command first
and nt tink too much and gif so many problems
makes our activities so slow paced
makes specialists lose face in front of jnrs
why dun u guys hav faith
and jus believe the in charge noes wad he is doing?
why do sum ppl alwaes hav to tink tat they r alwaes rite?
and they remain dam OBSTINATE?
wat i cant stand is specs mocking each other in front of jnrs
if clts saw tis
we'd b whacked till our skin shrivels and our eyeballs fall out

i wish for our passion to b revived
for ncc to come bac to life
for it to be more than a cca
for it to be the lives of sum
for those who hav lost hope alr to hav faith agn
for our standard to b outstanding once agn
for us to b the best (although we alr r)
for our discipline to b legendary
for our jnrs hu succeed us to share in our ideals
for us to get our GOLD agn
i hate being in silver
i'd kill myself if we sink to bronze

wads our problem now?
complaints frm parents
insufficient time
MR ONG =X
no activites during holidaes

yes we hav problems
bt we hav cunning
we hav intellect
we can and will overcome
as ncc

to the ncc warriors seeing tis
frm ur acsm
dunt let rvncc fall.

my dad wants me to get a job.
wad wif my heck of a schedule
tats impossible.
budden no job = no hp
tats fked up.
...no use telling him im too busy. he wunt give in.
and a job is so dam hard to find
all want 16+ one and im 15
sian.

today i saw a dead dog.
as in dead.
nt moving, fly infested kinda dead.
turned my appetite down for a few minutes lol.
it was lying by the road
wonder wat killed it o.O
old age? hahahh.
anw no one was ard to clear it
hu does tat kinda stuff anyway
cleaners? garbage-man? police?
dno.

yah abit late sec 3 then gt blog.
budden better late den nvr rite
cool template chosen by KSER. tat bloody idiot. lol. jk. =)
dno wat to blog now
nth to blog yet.