sch sucks.
everything downslope off cliff watever.
tis is wat happened to me the last few days
saturday was cip
i slacked off cip
like many others
din wan to do cip in the first place.
cld have nt gone had i not been under impression it was compulsory
cld have avoided all this trouble
but tat wasnt the case
i got myself into this shit
amazingly unlucky
i was caught for slacking off cip
my bag was the only one checked by the teacher
light, no money
so i told da tchr i went to slack
but to those who know it was all a cover up
tot it was over
tot it was JUS A CIP incident...
nahh
monday came.
tcl got me to write a reflection
angry. they had to pursue the matter like tat.
wrote the letter
k i admit im wrong here. i exploded in tat letter
shoot the school shoot the organisation of the cip
unhappy larh can
unhappy tat ncc is taken for granted to do Sk
unhappy the school made us do work again on saturday, the cip(tot was compulsory mah)
unhappy im made to work for an organisation i have nvr heard of or seen or know their purpose.
unhappy i have to go ask for donations, its nt nice work.
din mind not having cip hours, rly.
tot the letter went to tcl onli.
i was wrong
ms EK announced on wednesday tat i was unremorseful abt the cip thing
tat i kept resisting and saying why me why me.
like im some villain.
wrong k
WRONG.
i knew i was wrong
and it IS true so many others slacked off
target me onli cos im from 4a or have rings..
fk lah right.
she totally ruined my name.
suppose everyone thinks im evil or wat
thursday came.
ms ek ordered me to her office
i went and she talked to me for 2 hrs
followed by chua 30 min
then look 1 hr.
all i learnt from the talks: adults take teen's anger rants too seriously
they over infer. like seriously.
anth thing i learnt: school is unforgiving and unforgetting
why?
cos
They stripped my blue rings for a month
reason given by look: cip, homework nvr do last year, pants wear low, pon sc investiture last yr
know wats fked up here?
cip everyone oso slack
homework was last yr...
pants............ -.-
sc invest i din pon. i was sick. but is no need see doc de sick jus sleep can le
sumore next day got bio test lah they wan me die ah
so i went home to heal
came back school din wan tell look i was sick as she din seem likely to accept the reason w/o mc.
so i decided to do punishment and get it over with
walao. i decide to forgive and forget
the school decides to do the opposite
however
contradicting things happen
mr ong stripped my msg opportunity
and my outstanding cadet nomination form
reason: i had character flaws; too proud of ncc (infered from the letter)
is tat really a character flaw?
cos kinda like most ncc ppl who have passion think the way i do
ncc is bigger than the school.
like. ncc is 105 yrs old
hq is so mucher greater
ncc has achieved so much more
and this pride has made me defend ncc too furiously frm the sch
we rly nt happy to do so much SK lah.
think i have finally got it across to the minds of the tchrs
at the expense of my blue rings.
haha he said this 50th anniversary was last time ncc was to do Sk solo. will take turns wif other ccas.
final blow? wat i wrote in the letter wasn't even true as it was a cover up.
i jus lied with anger.
they make it as though i am irresponsible, selfish, and such.
i am not affected as i know myself better than they know me
i am not wat they say i am.
i will remain strong.
i have my own values which i strongly believe in
ms ek said i was nt a good leader
wrong
i jus dun lead for the school.
admitted
i am hotheaded.
i am totally misunderstood here and wrongly accused. i feel tyrannised.
