my dream is dead
my hope is gone
what was once my pillar, my strength, my pride, my passion
gone. all gone.
i thought i could save us
i thought we could survive
i thought we were invincible we would never fall
i thought.... but i thought wrong
we are dying
who will save us now?

i once respected him
i once looked to him for direction
once feared him and honored his decisions
did things he ordered me with pride and eagerness
but he is killing us now
he has killed me alr
now he is killing my passion, my pride
he has disposed of me, so that i cannot save us
i am to look on helplessly as we are brought down from grace
i am losing hope in what i once thought would never fall, would be my strongest passion
who will give me back that hope now?
who will save us now?

what is becoming of us?
do you see?
many have seen before me the demise of us
should i have been like them?
for all that i have laboured for, all that i have worked for,
comes to nothing now.
i placed my life in this
my life is wasted then
isnt it?
some one.
save us.
pls.

so much pride during my sec 1 2 3 years
so much confidence in us
wore my green uniform with so much pride
believing it is the best
it still is the best
placed my trust in this solid pillar
leaned against it fully, faithfully, blindly
i never suspected it would fall
never in my 3 years
never.

"you must be very sensitive to authorities"
"you must know what to say to them"
"it is what _ has and what you lack. It is why this is happening to you."
"it is why you cannot lead."

when i heard this.
i knew we were halfway to our deaths alr
if leaders worked for authorities
would they be leaders? or followers?
if leaders had no personal belief and sense of what is truly right and wrong
if leaders do not make stands for their own ppl
are they leaders? or blind disciples?
if leaders attain position by KNOWING WHAT TO SAY TO AUTHORITIES
are they judged by their leadership and passion and attitude?
or simply ability to speak and deceive?
if leaders are not straight forward and frank but fear authority
can they lead effectively for the good of those they lead??
i heard this
i knew the end was near
the end of all that i believed in
for this is how our leaders are chosen?

our leaders have never been humble
to be frank
we are so proud of what we have
we cannot conceal that pride
it is the passion that brings the pride
and the pride is not with ourselves
but with what we belong to

you have taken my very superficious leadership post from me
but you will not take my leadership from me
you will not change me to according to you 'whims and fancies'
you will not get what you want
the fire still burns strongly in me
the fire from the once powerful us
but i cannot unleash it
i cannot use it
under you.
will someone else save us now?

save us.