life's been a bore recently. nationals have paused my training and i only resumed running today onli to be plagued with a sitch all the way. ugh. last friday 345 performed at ngee ann poly. i felt that it was a good shot, despite opposing views from more pessimistic members. sometimes i wonder how far this band thing is going. sometimes i wonder even if all of us really strive for it, can we make it big? watever the case, we're going to be a band tiill the a levels at least, so make the best of it and run as far up as possible. we might even come up with some originals.

but those are big words considering the problems our band is having now, mostly the lack of communication and poor attitude. the passion to perform and play music just isnt strong enough. i foresee some difficulties with clashing egos and style in the future as well. sometimes ppl, we have to tink of the greater good and a greater cause, rather than for our self development. it is easier to make it big through the band than through yourself. think for the band and contribute to it, not to yourself. sometimes compromises must be made, sometimes egos be self-deflated. sometimes sacrifice is important, not holding on to too much. academics is understandable, as well as cca, but do be smart with time management. we are all in this together. we all want to enjoy ourselves through this process and make a name. admittedly it is not easy to bring 6 guys together and make them work like well oiled machines. sometimes tempers have to be controlled and thoughts spared for other people's convenience. sometimes tact must be employed and feelings considered for. sometimes one must look on the bright side. i wonder if anyone will chance across these words and actually take note, but whatever the case changes may be imminent.

that aside, i've been playing this interesting game of late. 'stubbs the zombie'. its a kinda comic relief game where you are the zombie and you go around killing people and eating their brains. guarantee plenty of bloodshed and ridiculous stuff(there was this part where you pee into the reservoir to contamintate the water so you can convert ppl into zombies) lol. well enough of games where you play as the person who saves the world, stubbs the zombie lets you destroy the world. its kinda cool.

my homework is lagging again and im probably gg to be screwed really bad with my physics and math teachers replaced. i did math va over the weekend at qinrui's house and decided that if i ever grow up to live in singapore im gg to live in bukit timah in one of the freaking big houses.

ah hell i go do physics liao.