so another day passes.
today i finished the tutorials of intro to organic chem, isomers, and alkanes in one shot
someone pls tell me this pace is fast enough
cos its gg at the expense of my health.

tml i aim to finish partial frac, the two other math topics, plus alkenes.
this is wat happens when all that undone, unstudied work catches up on you
however tats not gg to stop me
im not gg to drop any subject to h1
its bloody humiliating.
and if i retain i can go and bloody cut my wrists
interestingly enough i realise i take quite an amount of pride in my intellect.
i dun like feeling stupid

there are days when i wonder what has happened to rv ncc
and today is one of them
sigh.
in the end our pride was merely a phase.

the studying lifestyle is really a health hazard
you just sit there and read
ur mucles shrink, ur stamina deteriorates, ur blood pumps slower..
i swear, after 3 hours of studying my blood pressure decreases
and i start feeling dizzy and seeing spots
i'd rather run the freakin marathon
im not built for this
i need activity.
whats my prefered daily routine?
10km in the morning + cardio
and full body gym work out in the afternoon
sports/games at night.
and some guitar?
rahhh.
or sports the whole day. i dun mind
just bring it on
anything is better than studying in a chair...
might as well go to prison
even prisoners get to work out..