wow i just saw the email from KAT
telling NJ057, NJ079 and NJ080 to have to go for external moderation and filming of their OP.
omgwtf sorry to the three groups mentioned above but i feel so damn lucky now.
walau if i had to go for another OP, i will seriously cui.
seriously man it will totally suck
i'll probably run for 5 hours non stop and faint on the road
so i get hospitalized and don't have to go for another OP(i mean, wanna die also die my favourite way)
imagine. another OP.
its totally unfathomable
what the hell.

well. liberation came upon me on tuesday, 4th november, at approximately 3pm
we handed in our GPF, and someone attempted a disppearing act before signing out.
thats damn pro lah. we almost couldnt go home cos of that.
thanks.
well once all the stupid things were done (we had to paginate over 100 pages)
i went high.
me an yanwen
we went to the recycle bin outside
got out all our PW stuff (ok all HIS cos i din bring any of mine)
and threw them into the bin with the strength which we threw the discus
we stopped onli when the VP came walking up the stairs lol.
once it was all in,
i slammed the lid.
it was certainly a form of elation i had not felt in a looong time.

And today was the first time in a long time since i entered NJ that i went out doing nothing constructive till 11.
though i was tired and troubled by certain things, it was fun
i mean, hang out? when you're an NJ student?
its a rarity man.
i did feel like i lost the ability to socialise
but nvm i shall blame it on my tiredness and my current financial state
i want to get a job, but training gets in the way
anyone has any free lance job pls tell me
its quite screwed
i need to get alot of things
i need some clothes that actually fit
i need about 600 bucks for the ISL vietnam
wah. that really screws.
i dont want to pull out lah.
i've never been overseas with my frens in my entire life( apart from ophir)
and now heres a chance, and i have to pay for it myself.
not fair lah.