rock on.

so much for holidays.
its ending in about a day
SUCK LAR.

school starts too early i insist
its insane
even if i were the first person to step through the gates of NJ,
i have less than an hour to run
how freaking early is that?!
and to be serious the system by which we(JC ppl) are educated is inefficient
it does not work.
it kills the minds of students
it kills creativity
it makes us so tired out and drained
it generates so much anxiety and stress that if the school won something for student welfare it would be the perfect irony.
thank god its only two(or three) years.
when people say that studying life is much better than working life, im quite sure they leave JC life out of consideration.
plus i think i have some low blood pressure shit or something.
i cant sit still without falling asleep
and school. it just asks you to sit still for HOURS listening to blabber.
how ridiculous does it get
and they force us through such rigid time tables
who cares if our state of welfare allows us to concentrate right?
just teach and get paid.

alright so my argument is flawed and full of logical fallacies
but what the heck i need a longer break
one week seems like pathetic shit
to think that im facing napfa, nationals, and school altogether when it reopens

i need a chronosphere that lasts a month.

oh and today was the SD meet
which was lame as usual
there was this umpire who checked for DQ, measured, and recorded all at the same time
and there was once the shot put bounced and landed in another hole
and he took that hole for recording.
salute.

well today i didnt do any homework.
i guess i owned myself
but i dun feel like doing any homework today
today is homework free day (self declared)
homework can go screw itself with a cactus.
or a mace
or a bomb which explodes

damn. this must be the worst school start im having
i feel like crap.

woah holidays.
feels like the part of the run where u finish the slope and come to level ground
plus u're allowed to slow down.
woah shiok.
but then again a quick scan ahead reveals more upward slopes and a cliff.
sigh.

for me the holidays began badly
SAAA opens yesterday and i screwed up real bad
i threw like wat 2m lesser than on training days?
wat the shit
the feeling's like crap
u go onto the pit
and all the other 16 throwers, the umpires, and the waiting sprinters are staring at ya
and i feel my strength drain in the instant
and i just couldnt throw
and its not my first time competing either
why;s this happening?
mayb its the shoes
mayb its the no breakfast?
ah. i swear it wont happen again.

right after the lousy competition i went for bandage 2 with paul wensong and daniel.
well for what it lacked in entertainment it certainly made up in comedy.
a lot of retarded things happened
and after watching i suddenly felt like i had alot of experience performing
but really i've onli performed that little
and i feel like performing alot more
music makes my life.

and well a few minutes ago i was doing halogenoalkanes
the holidays are just going to be filled with revision and homework
but still im grateful for the break
school life KILLS.