woah holidays.
feels like the part of the run where u finish the slope and come to level ground
plus u're allowed to slow down.
woah shiok.
but then again a quick scan ahead reveals more upward slopes and a cliff.
sigh.

for me the holidays began badly
SAAA opens yesterday and i screwed up real bad
i threw like wat 2m lesser than on training days?
wat the shit
the feeling's like crap
u go onto the pit
and all the other 16 throwers, the umpires, and the waiting sprinters are staring at ya
and i feel my strength drain in the instant
and i just couldnt throw
and its not my first time competing either
why;s this happening?
mayb its the shoes
mayb its the no breakfast?
ah. i swear it wont happen again.

right after the lousy competition i went for bandage 2 with paul wensong and daniel.
well for what it lacked in entertainment it certainly made up in comedy.
a lot of retarded things happened
and after watching i suddenly felt like i had alot of experience performing
but really i've onli performed that little
and i feel like performing alot more
music makes my life.

and well a few minutes ago i was doing halogenoalkanes
the holidays are just going to be filled with revision and homework
but still im grateful for the break
school life KILLS.